Tonight I feel like Raging Bull.
First of all, the September sniffles have taken over which, after chronic sneezing, my nose finally relented and bled. This was then topped off as I flossed my teeth and learned there is rhythm in this as well as in everything.
Ta da dum.
Today I am in a different space. In fact, I have to let you in on something...
Yesterday , I gave one of my favorite teachers the "word." Well, it was really three words: "count me in."
Yesterday , I gave one of my favorite teachers the "word." Well, it was really three words: "count me in."
What does this mean?
It means that in less than 4 weeks , I will be in class working and out of class no doubt, working.
Knowing that this commitment may throw me into a stressed out mode, I feel that if I take this class, what does it truly mean to me in this moment in time? Does this mean that I don't trust myself to discover and "quest" my path?
Despite that there are four months (well, less than four months) left in the year, I must remind myself that I have plenty to build right from where I am now. I have my documentary, this new blog, my new flip camera, two Shakespeare's complete works, the launch of my website, plus many, many fantasies in between! There is something so close on the horizon which is a collaboration of sorts. But I must not let the cat out of the bag - not yet!
These are NOT daydreaming fantasies , but tuning in fantasies. The kind that need some stillness with some room to breathe. Its called start making your own style.
Well , good-night ! Oh, and please enjoy this photo of me and Doug, getting ready for take off!
Well , good-night ! Oh, and please enjoy this photo of me and Doug, getting ready for take off!
